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You wake up wanting to read your Bible, but by nightfall the pages are still closed.
Another day ends in guilt instead of peace — and the quiet distance between you and God keeps growing.
HERE IS MY HEART AGAIN gives you one focused 5-minute devotion for 50 days, so you return to Him before life pulls you away.
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7 printable KJV verse cards picked from across the 50 days — carry one in your purse, tape one to your mirror, hand one to a friend.
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One phone wallpaper for each heart stage in the book — so the first thing you see in the morning points your heart back to Him.
- Awakened Heart — Worship of Return
- Encountered Heart — Worship of Holy Attention
- Surrendered Heart — Worship of the Altar
- Abiding Heart — Worship of Staying
- Beholding Heart — Worship of Gaze
- Becoming Heart — Worship of Formation
- Manifesting / Union Heart — Worship of Living Witness
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You still believe. So why does God feel so far away?
It does not happen all at once. You wake up with good intentions, but the day takes over. One missed morning becomes a missed week. Prayer turns into a to-do item you keep moving to tomorrow. You still show up, you still believe — but the nearness is gone, and you are not sure how to get it back without pretending.
So you buy another devotional. You read three days of nice thoughts. And on day four the book closes, because nothing in it actually met the part of you that hurts.
If any of these are running through your mind right now, this book was written for you:
- Does God still want my heart after how long I've been gone?
- Why do I feel nothing when I pray anymore?
- How do I come back without faking it or performing?
- I don't have an hour. Do I have to?
- Can five minutes a day really change anything?
- I've quit every devotional I ever started — will this be different?
Every one of those questions gets answered — not in theory, but in 50 hearts God met in Scripture.
The math nobody tells you
You don't need a retreat, a new season, or more discipline. You need five minutes.
5 minutes
a day
× 50 days
one heart at a time
= 4 hours
that change a year
Four hours total. Less time than one weekend of scrolling — spread across fifty mornings that put you back in front of God.
What's inside the book
- 50 daily readings — one biblical heart per day, Genesis to Acts
- A Scripture, a short reflection, and a written prayer each day
- One journal prompt per day, with space to write in the book
- 10 bonus reflections: Becoming Like Christ (Days 51–60)
- Prayer-warfare appendix with declarations and a worksheet
- 5 minutes a day — designed for real mornings, not ideal ones
What readers say
"This book is simple easy to read devotional to help develop or strengthen your walk with God. The journal at the end of each day is great, and it's also a good tool to use."
Kofo SerikiVerified Purchase · Paperback · August 26, 2026"I really liked this book personally. Not only does it get you to think but it also gets you to work on your relationship with God. This book has a lot in store that I think really helped me mentally. I highly recommend it."
Cheyanne BPaperback · August 28, 2026Free sample
Day 1 — The Heart of David
A Man After My Own Heart
"The LORD hath sought him a man after his own heart." — 1 Samuel 13:14 (KJV)
The Human Heart
David was not perfect. He failed, he fell, he cried. But when God reached for him, his heart turned back. God is not looking for perfect performance; He is looking for a heart that keeps returning to Him.
Hear Him Say
"I am not looking for your perfection; I am looking for your returning. Keep turning your heart toward Me, and you will find My heart already reaching for yours."
Heart to Heart
Today, do not try to be perfect. Simply turn your heart toward Him again. One honest turn is enough.
Prayer
O Lord, give me a heart after Your own heart today, in the name of Jesus. My Father, draw me close and cover me with Your glory, in Jesus' name. Amen.
Journal
Today, I will turn my heart toward You by Example: by repenting quickly, choosing obedience, and turning back to God whenever my heart begins to drift.
That's one of fifty. The rest are waiting in the paperback.
"But I've already tried this before."
Good. That means you already know what doesn't work. Here is every reason you might close this page — answered honestly.
"Why would I pay for a devotional when there are free ones online?"
Because free ones give you a verse and a thought. This gives you a mirror. Fifty specific hearts in Scripture — hardened, hurting, hesitant, healed — with a written prayer and one journal line so the reading actually lands somewhere. You are not paying for words. You are paying for a structure that carries you fifty days.
"I've quit every devotional by day six."
So the book was built for quitting. Each day is one page, about five minutes, with no catch-up guilt. Miss a day, open the book, read the next one. Nothing to make up.
"I don't journal."
The prompt is one line. Not a page, not a paragraph. One honest sentence a day is the whole assignment — and there is space printed right in the book.
"Is this a women's book?"
No. Every day is written for anyone returning to God — men, women, new believers, and long-time believers who feel dry.
"Which translation?"
King James Version (KJV) throughout, all 50 days plus the bonus reflections.
"What if it isn't for me?"
Read Day 1 above before you spend a dollar. And if the paperback arrives damaged or isn't what you expected, reply to your receipt email and we'll make it right.
Here is everything you get today
- The paperback — 50 daily readings176 pages, 6 × 9 in. Scripture, reflection, written prayer, journal line.
- 10 bonus reflections: Becoming Like ChristDays 51–60, printed in the same book.
- Prayer-warfare appendixDeclarations plus a journal worksheet you can reuse.
- Scripture Memory Card Pack — freePrintable verse cards from the 50 days, emailed to you.
- 7-Stage Lock Screen Pack — freePhone wallpapers for each stage of the journey.
- First access to the audiobook & prayer bundleIn production. Buyers and subscribers hear about it first.
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- 50 prayer prompts aligned to each day of the book
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Olubunmi Ajayi
A woman of faith and author of Spiritual Bites: A Journey of Intimacy with God, DIVINE HELP: 7 Days to Your Destiny Helper, and How God Uses a Man to Help a Man — and How You Become One, with Grace for the Golden Years forthcoming.
She wrote these 50 days out of her own return — and out of Acts, where ordinary hearts kept being met by an extraordinary God.
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Your invitation
Fifty days from now, you won't wake up wishing you'd opened your Bible. You'll close the day knowing you already did — and that He heard you.
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